Something Old... Something New...
To experience something new I must surrender the expectation
that I know what should be.
I can’t always do this easily.
I too often compare my experience with those around me, using an inappropriate measuring stick for if I am “okay”, if I am “doing it right”.
I am steeped in my own identity, my own habits to the point where I may not even know HOW to try a new way of being.
Topography
The patterns we make reveals the meaning we create through where we place ourselves.
It also reveals where we go without thinking.
What happens if we allow kinesthetic response to inform our patterns?
Am I following an impulse to be close to something or someone? Or am I being repelled to move in an opposite direction?
Is my pattern a seeking or a repelling?
Kinesthetic Response
Kinesthetic Response.
This is the act of movement, or being moved, in response to someone or something. Kinesthetic, simply meaning your senses are engaged, your physically active in your experience.
A response, the reply.
The ouch to the pinch. The pull to the push.
A true indicator if you are listening, if you are engaged.
This ViewPoint lives in the realm of time, as it can only be experienced in the moment that is happening.
Gesture + Repetition
Gesture is born from space — the way energy takes form, how an impulse finds its outline in your body or in the space around us.
Repetition lives in time — the way form deepens through return, how what is repeated becomes transformed.
Where Gesture has a beginning, middle, and end,
Repetition sometimes feels as if it has no end at all.
Architecture
Within Anne Bogart’s View Points, working with Architecture is to move with the space itself. Allowing the environment or the architecture of the room to become an active participant in the relationship.
This can get overlooked quite easily. I can think of the walls of the room, the objects within it as inanimate, non-movable monoliths that are there to navigate AROUND…. Versus information, reflectors, amplifiers to navigate WITH.
Duration + Tempo
Tempo…. the pacing… cadence - pulse - speed - rhythm - measure
Duration… how long… span - interval - extent - spell - period
Defined separate… explored together… as most things are.
The energy of what is happening radically affected either way.
Spatial Relationship
Spatial Relationship is crucial in navigating the world.
It outlines safety, it can alter dynamics in group settings,
it has a hand in creating beauty or discord.
But, we actually have to learn our relationship in “space”.
Shape + Space
Perspective is everything.
What I see, What I don’t see
all informs into how I fill those gaps.
The story I create in my head.
Filling in the gaps of the unknown with assumptions.
How I process that information is layered in my history, my experience,
filtering my preferences and prayers…
This is not always active and conscious …
The cognitive mapping of my brains encodes, not only places but also experiences, so I have room to navigate fluidly as new moments arise on impulse…
Play and Presence
How beautiful to not rest upon technique and skill…
Permit myself to let go and trust in my ability to flow through me if I take a moment to recognize the potential that lies beneath this moment?
What if I stop collecting “expertise” as an insurance policy to be thrust into greatness?
Maybe to have the chance of genius to flow through me and meet the moment that is meeting me.
transition...
In a way, to be in transition is to live with a kind of ache:
something ending, something not yet begun.
Wisdom here isn’t about clarity, but about letting myself be reshaped by the in-between. About opening my hand, trusting that I am capable of navigating whatever lies ahead… being present with what that asks of me and allowing change to happen. The one constant is change.
There is no bear...
I am learning how the one thing that keeps me from the bravery of being in a creative space (mentally or physically. . . spiritually) is mostly fear. And sometimes it FEELS like there is a bear in front of me threatening my existence.
But there is no bear.
And so it begins…
Welcome to The Threshold.
This is my first step towards the edge.
And I guess there is no way to begin, but just to begin…
I am starting this month, and in a way this whole journey, at the threshold of Wisdom.
Not with the desire to obtain it… rather to remember ….